This term at uni has seemed to whizz past, I can't believe that is us nearly finished for Christmas!!
I can't wait to spend some time at Christmas just clearing up the backlog of stuff that has been neglected: tidying things up, funding applications, doing a deep clean of the house, organising things, blah.
I really, really, really don't want a busy Christmas this year, though I do want to see my family and friends at some point. Sometimes I think ' I need a break, otherwise I'm going to go mental' and other times I feel selfish for wanting time to myself in order to clear this backlog of things I must do.
Does anyone else have this 'push and pull' feeling at this time of year?
That's the life that I've signed up for I suppose. Being a musician means that you are always going to be juggling about a dozen things at once, and you are always going to be a little bit wrong in whatever you do, by being self critical.
But nevermind, sopranos always do it on top, lol ;-)
I can't wait to spend some time at Christmas just clearing up the backlog of stuff that has been neglected: tidying things up, funding applications, doing a deep clean of the house, organising things, blah.
I really, really, really don't want a busy Christmas this year, though I do want to see my family and friends at some point. Sometimes I think ' I need a break, otherwise I'm going to go mental' and other times I feel selfish for wanting time to myself in order to clear this backlog of things I must do.
Does anyone else have this 'push and pull' feeling at this time of year?
That's the life that I've signed up for I suppose. Being a musician means that you are always going to be juggling about a dozen things at once, and you are always going to be a little bit wrong in whatever you do, by being self critical.
But nevermind, sopranos always do it on top, lol ;-)


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